Hey guys!

So I wanted to say I know I've been inactive with my journals. I didn't mean to be, it just slipped my mind and such, so like...yea XD

Anyhow...I have been feeling so/so lately since my "friend", now person, decided to stab me deep in the back with her selfishness. I was blindsided by her actions, plus the fact that she doesn't want to admit to her selfishness while I admitted to mine kind of makes me feel like...lost in terms of our friendship. We did have vicious text arguments and like...there were nights that I would cry myself to sleep because the pain was pretty unbearable, but I didn't do anything detrimental for a first, so that's always a good thing. I felt this friendship went real hollow within the past 3 months, so like...I knew it was gonna break, but I tried my best to hang on before it did.

Other than that, things have been really good lately. I have met a friend from here yesterday and he's such an awesome person. I was having the most fun I probably had in a real long time and, I have to say, it was real enjoyable to get away from my mac for a day. I have to say that I definitely needed a day like that. Also I met up with an old college friend earlier this week...she's real awesome, and she helped me a lot with cooperating with my pain and accepting everything that's been going on. I am actually considering seeing an acupuncturist since I could use acupuncture in my life. It may help me become a better person altogether.

Overall...I'd say things have been real positive despite that one bump in the road, but that was bound to happen. It's so shocking how I found myself focusing on that mishap way more than the positive events that have happened. I think yesterday broke my barrier from letting me be happy, so...thank you and we will definitely have to meet up again :)

I want to thank everyone for helping me with all the pain that I've felt. See you guys later and have a great weekend!!

xoxo Sylvea