So. I will start going here more often, since dA is.. well.. dA. I will submit those arts I still owe there tho. But then I shall start going here. As soon as I get my art juices flow.

How is everyone?
I am actually feeling quite well. My depressions seems to be getting better, since I got a companion last year and moved few months back to live closer to him. I have forgotten many past hurts, even though the scars are still sore and I have bitterness, but now I do not feel that burning hate that caused me physical pain. I am moving on and started my new life, that is actually really seeming quite good.

Money troubles? Still have them. I get over 700€ a month, but need to spend over 800€ a month to rent, bills, food and medication. I am not able to get a job yet, but it's a plan I want to start working on, so I don't have to be a leech to my friends and depend only on donations. I feel like a failure as a human being, and I am more than grateful to all those who help me with money. It makes me cry sometimes, how my friends (especially my angel Cittyy) help me this much to survive every day life.

I feel horrible every time I ask for donations, but it's at the moment the only way I can make money. I have a PayPal and a GoFundMe.. I feel ashamed for the last one.

Ammm... I don't really know what else to write. I'd love to have new contacts, rp and just talk about everything. Be it rants, vents, random, funny or OC's, everything goes. I might be silent sometimes, since I have those moments when I don't want to talk to anyone. It's a thing.. a small problem in my head.

Nothing else to say, have a good day/night/morning all. Cheers.