I... wanna... apologise... extremely badly to people for my last journal... no one could know how deluded... how selfish... how uncompromising... how mean and selfish I feel right now.

I am sorry... I swear I am truly sorry. I have been truly cold in my words and belief system. I lost my mind. I am truly sorry members...

This is something I should've never believed in. Boundaries are meant to be there for people to be people and I... have been tempted to believe I could be given hope in stepping over people for their friendship and relationships...

This has to be the coldest, cruelest expectation anyone could've been deluded into... I should've stopped truly... how evil and mean I have been... I swear... I want so much to reverse this... I can't believe how much I have been deluded..

I want to say to a friend on here.. or if he she wants to... yes... I have been truly evil in how I've acted to my boyfriend Walter... I've been truly cold and evil and yes... WAY TOO HIGH AND MIGHTY for my delusion... for even believing this...

I admit.. to the people... who'll never know this... I did stop before and realize the acceptance... but I accept my past.. never again will I step over another to drag them to be friends... No... yes... no truly means no now...

I am sorry everyone...