Those who read my journals will probably remember this journal from a few months ago, which details how I was kicked out of my home and went to stay with a friend's parents for about a week before my trip to visit Kef-meister. My friend's mom said that she hoped I'd be able to stay permanently with Kef this time, but that if not, she'd help me get some assistance once I got back so that I could get on my feet and stuff. Now, in my last journal, I had said some friends were picking me up from the airport and were having me stay for a bit before I went back to my hometown, which is what happened...and then my friend's mom was to pick me up from their place. She did pick me up, but then while we were driving back she abruptly informed me that I couldn't stay with her and her family anymore...not even for the night. They had my stuff packed up, which we picked up along with my cat and then I pretty much got dumped at my grandmother's house.

It's really not like my friend's mom to act this way, normally she's extremely nice, but I also have just learned that their dog just passed away the other day... I think she's been stressed lately and then when that happened something in her just snapped. My friend is going to talk to her about it, but I don't know if it will help anything. I guess we'll see...

As for my gram, well...we have an okay relationship, but she's a stubborn and critical old woman and she doesn't really want me here. She also really doesn't want Suki here because her own cat is apparently terrified (Suki has lived with both dogs and another cat, so she just ignores/avoids my gram's cat), and my gram won't really listen to me about how to introduce them properly or get them used to each other. My gram also doesn't want me setting up my own PC because she doesn't understand that I use it to work. I don't know how long I'll be able to stay here...

So everything's up in the air right now. I don't know what's going to happen here on out. I know there are people who were waiting for me to get back and open commissions again, but unfortunately, commissions have to remain closed until I figure out what I'm going to do. Sorry about that...