Hello everyone. I hate to do this, but...I think I need to get this out.

I am not doing well. In fact, I haven’t been doing well in a very long time. I hate feeling like I’m just an irritant to friends and people I really do look up to or admire. I also hate to say this, but I’m starting to hate my art as well. Art is no longer fun for me, it’s painful. I can’t do stuff for myself, and when I do stuff for some people, others are in the background going ‘Why won’t you do something for me?’ My art is tinged with guilt and stress, and I hate it.

So...I think that for a while, I need to take a step back. I need something, what I have no idea, but I just...need to step back for a while.

I’m sorry everyone. I’m sorry for being a horrible person and a terrible friend.