Okay, so here I am chilling on the couch. I was looking up dinner ideas because my mom's tired of eating the same thing. I'll admit, I'm not the skinniest, but I'm not ungodly overweight. I don't look skinny either. But as I said I'm not 300 pounds. Anyways, my mom decides to joke about my weight. I'm already self conscious enough, and she talked about it in front of people. Then, my step-dad called me a "Big-tittied whore".
...ouch.
Okay, that really hurt my feelings. I feel so sick to my stomach. You know that feeling? I feel the same way when I'm guilty, but I'm not guilty of anything! I was hungry, but my mom making fun of my weight wants me to just barf up every meal I've eaten today. My sister's bigger than I, yet she doesn't make fun of her! I think my sister is over 200 pounds... I'm no where close to that! How come she never gets onto her about her weight?!?
//sigh// I'm a teenage girl in the 21st century in 2015. You don't think I have to hear about how imperfect my body is?! And my "family" is going to go on and make fun of it!? Like what the fuck!?