so, good news, turns out Craig can email me from JobCorp when they do tasks on the computer, so that's good, we can still communicate and stuff every so often

he was telling me about a friend he made there, this friend of his, he wants to become a screenwriter, and he already has the story for one of his shows planned out and written down to the third act, script and everything, and I'm like "wow, this guy really has his life together, he knows what he wants and is very much on the way to getting it"

but then.. I know I shouldn't compare myself to others but.. I couldn't help but think about how I'm doing, I have a YouTube channel and hope that one day I can be a somewhat successful Let's Player, but I don't really have that "YouTube personality" plus I haven't made a video in over a month now.. I also have ideas for a cartoon I want to make, many episodes planned out.. in my head, not written down, have no idea how to animate, and can barely even draw.... yep! looks like I'm on my way to a successful life! eheh... eehhh.....

edit: oh yea, forgot to mention, my editor's computer is out of commission and the artist who agreed to do my thumbnail art says he has too much in his life going on, so looks like I'm doing both the art and the editing for my channel all myself now too.. which means I actually have to learn how to edit videos.. and, well.. I've done the art for my videos in the past, I'm just not all that good.. so.. that's also a thing