This is somewhat of a vent and/or whine thing. I need to get up in some 4 hours so I can do some celebrations like stuff with other furs in Tallinn, celebrations that last whole night. Now the thing is I have been up all night already. I wanted to go to sleep some 4 hours ago, but that hasn't worked out. I learned of something which was basically one of my biggest fears coming true and it has bitten me in the rear so very badly. I'm not shaking anymore at least, but still baking, and likely will for quite a while longer. *wants to sleep but cannot*