So I have been having a re occurring dream where I am dead. My death is NEVER
explained and it always starts the same. I am in a large open area it's black and
you cannot see any direction. A voice explains to me that I have died and that
I will take the form of a celestial body.

The celestial body is determined based on your life and the interests you had
and the things you have done both good and bad. I vision of my real OC my human dragon shaman
dragon form appears on a piece of paper which lands in front of me.

The voice tells me that my form will be re built form this body. The form given to me is basically
the dragon transformation of my OC
https://www.weasyl.com/submission/311658/melanie-caffrey
https://www.weasyl.com/submission/747913/o-rly

My character is a human and she is a shaman. She uses natural energy from the Earth and
can assume that dragon form. I have only drawn this character in human form like twice but
never uploaded it. It's just me as a drawn character basically.

Anyway the form is altered to fit the Celestial world and her color changes. Her green becomes a
super light green/silver and her tan color is white, the blue markings turn a more lighter shade and
her hair a bright silver with a shine. She also grows Angel Wings.

Now I'm not religious but I am spiritual meaning I believe in spirits and things like that just not gods
This is a re occurring dream and it has happened about 4 times now. I don't like the fact that I'm dead though.
I also do not like that my death is not explained. I also don't like that I have NO emotion in the dream.

Nothing is explained and it cuts off after I see the Celestial body I'm going to become.
Call me paranoid but I HATE dreams like this. I want to draw the dragon I see myself becoming
but I'm kinda afraid to.

I also hate with a bloody passion that I become a dragon I made as a separate form. Why not I dunno
a human with wings? Why does it have to be a dragon?

So if you have any idea what this could mean that can help me figure it out please discuss it.