Oh heads up tommorrow guys my mom needs to go to the hospital because her legs have a infection so IDK when I will be on :(
It's scary when people with lymphodema get infections,it could possibly kill them;;; the bottom of her legs are red and when you feel them they emit heat and its scary. So I'll be on when I can and keep you all updated

i swear ever since she fell her legs have been getting worse and I just want her to be better, I worry everyday shes going to die randomly like my aunt did and like I worry that anyways but it's easier to ignore those thoughts when shes fine then when shes hurting really badly and has a infection. So please be patient with me I'm going to be in panic mode till I know shes gonna be okay ;;;

Panic mode consists of me being kinda distant,not able to hold conversations for very long,but i will still talk nice and cheery because I dont want anyone upset because of me,but I just wanted to give you a guys a heads up because I know my habits on these things by now and I dont want any one thinking I'm ignoring them when it's instead im just panicing and being by myself makes it easier to deal with myself.

I had a nice christmas though,I got a new phone because our phones had been messing up and I was able to get my mom a desktop (a used one for cheap) because the laptop i was letting her borrow finally wouldnt let her do anything on it so she was super happy about the desktop and we got my bro super smash bros for his 3ds and was able to give gifts to my sister and niece! and it's all thanks to every one of you that commission and help support me and my family!! I was finally able to give my family a real Christmas for the first time since I was a child and It was so fun and amazing seeing them open their gifts and being so happy to have something they really want instead of some cheap thing from the dollar store they wont ever use. Thank you everyone,

I love you all so much!

-Dandy