Are killing me, I suffer such severe social anxiety, that the holiday season is the worst, cause I have to visit with all my relatives who 1. could careless if I am there and 2. poke fun at me in manners that hurt my feelings. Then I end up standing in the background till it's been long enough that I can leave. x.x
//Has to go to x-mas part tonight.. again//mothers side this time.
//feel like I'm gonna vomit..
*Edit, I guess I'm not going cause parents left without me, so I shall just try to relax, though now I feel guilty for not going?? lol
It's like, I love and appreciate my entire extended family, but they act so selfish and like, my mother is super fricken ill, and non of her 4 sisters even try to keep in contact with her, no one calls or hangs out. Ever get together my cousin I grew up with is like, 'you should call me' but then NEVER gives me her number, yet she knows mine. It's like really?? WTF?
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do NOT feel guilty for not going. man, i hate family gatherings too