This Story my Friends takes place in a unknown location, in which we all been to in our Dream's but never know how to get back..... Well, i finally found my way back to that Wonderful place, But let me tell you, it is not as pleasant as the first time you find yourself there, Maybe that is why most are only able to find it once, Someone or something knows this. The night was cold, the trees where dead and there was a sadness in there sway in the evening breeze, The rain softly fell upon my fur as my breath escaped my muzzle i felt i was at home but on the other hand i felt a fear inside me, a anger of my past home being taken and ruined, My soul longed for answers as my eyes scanned my surrounding's I started off into the east or what i thought was East the land seemed to be forever changing direction for the first time in my life i was afraid for something was changing and it was out of my control, it made me uneasy as i now knew what it was to be prey... the fear was not seeing any living thing yet feeling uneasy as if i was being chased. the land underneath my paws was wet and muddy, yet the contrast was of a paint. Suddenly a feeling of despair and loss came upon me, my breaths became weak as i laid on the cold ground, pain overcame my body as suddenly i blacked out, i found myself in another dream state, so there i was in a dream within dream.... Was this even possible i don't know, but i felt i was so lost that i might as well see what is wanted of me.

there was a small voice softly calling me, to muffled to catch my full attention, i stood frozen in place till finally the tiny voice came clear to me, It was my Son.... as a tear came to my eye i looked down to see his tiny muzzle nuzzled into my leg, his soft grey fur, his facial marking's brought me to my knee's as i wasn't sure how long this Dream would last, my Mate and pups taken far to early from me, This is what i was brought here for, i was sure of it now, it must have been my son.... but wait.... My Mate.... Crystal, as soon as i thought of her my son vanished from my grasp as the scenery changed to a grass opening to where i first meet her..... the sun shone down upon a small area of grass where she lay'd, I try'ed moving, yet nothing, i cry'ed my voice upon her but no sound came out it was if i was being killed a million times over, i was sure if i wasn't able to free myself from what was keeping me silent that i would surely lose her, the memory played like a video in my mind... As i walked to her, being a young and untrained Alpha, her Eyes of ice blue locked with mine as we stood frozen in time, no words where needed as i lay'd there in the sun with her, there just was a understanding that we had that allowed us to become one without the show, smoke and mirrors. As the memory faded i was back to trying to make contact with her, all i could do was cry as i seen her rise to her feet she made her way to me, Shocked i waited hoping that she sees me, but as she made her way to me her figure passed threw my own as all became black.

Being able to fall to my knees know, i let out a howl of sorrow dragging my claws down my chest wishing to be able to rip my heart from its very place, i ripped flesh from my chest as blood slowly made its way to the surface of my fur, turning my grey to a dark red. I screamed out to anything that might be in my presence, WHY!!! WHAT DO YOU SEEK FROM ME! WHY DO YOU TEASE ME WITH MEMORIES OF MY LOSS!! Returning to my sorrow i wished for any answer, i needed to know what would be evil enough't to allow my to go back to my past only to steal it away just as fast as i returned.

I Finally seen that thought i wasn't always the kindness Father and Husband, i was blind to myself of how dear they where to me, you miss the ones you lost when the time comes, But being able to see them once again then to loose them all again is a pain that no life form on earth could explain it is a pain that has been known to be so strong that it has the ability to take the very life and soul from you as well, as i lay upon the ground i wonder, is it them on the other side, to selfish to wait till our time to go, that they cross over to torment and try to take you back, maybe that's it, its not our memories longing to see them again, its them reaching threw the realms and trying to take us home.......