Recently I went onto a site to hook up with a girl, and we talked about doing the deed, and to meet up later. A while later before meeting up with her, I realized I couldn't do it. I realized I wasn't ready to do the deed just yet, and that I want to do it with my soul mate once I find her and we are both ready for it. every fiber in my body screamed at me not to do it, and I ignored it at first, but soon listened.

I hated it when people told me sex was awesome then told me to wait until marriage. It drove me crazy and I wanted to know for myself. I still hate it when people tell me that stuff, but they gave me good advice. I want to wait until marriage before I do it. I'm just glad I didn't find that out the hard way.