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Not dead...sorry. Anxiety blows. by Atroxi

Soooo...right before my raffle ended, like two days before, actually full on flailing around on the ground while hyperventilating and sobbing my eyes out. It was fun...my managers called an ambulance, which oh yea, it happened at work for the first time ever, because they thought I was having a seizure. The local er absolutely blows. The nurses are always awesome, but the doctors don't even try. I'm not going to go into the whole long story, just that it kinda killed my mood for a while and I withdrew from all social activities both on and offline. I'll still be drawing a winner and creating the image. I've just been so down and out I can barely bring myself to lurk most days.

Not dead...sorry. Anxiety blows.

Atroxi

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    It's good to see you active again, Atroxi. Be sure to practice self-care whenever you can.

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      <3 you're always so sweet. Thanks Ransom.

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    I have anxiety attacks several times a week. If you need to talk, drop me a note, ok?

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      I've been having them the past twenty years... This one was just really bad. The worst I've ever had. I almost have them all the time, but controlled breathing and mind over matter stuff work. That one just hit me like a freight train and I still can't get my head right. I need to make a doctors appointment, but that means finding a doctor, and that gets my anxiety going, and I just...give up. I'm pretty pathetic.

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        You're not pathetic. I feel the same way.

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    uuugh i feel you man :<
    i sent u a sketch for patreon, but no rush for whenever you are able to okay it or ask for changes.

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      Patreon says I have 4 messages, but I can't figure out how to check them on mobile...I kind of tore my computer out of the wall and shoved it in my closet....°^°; You can finish it up however you wish. I don't want to be a bother. I always love your art. Artistic freedom is all yours.

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        okay <3 yeah patreons message system isnt the best on mobile...i wish they'd overhaul it.