These days I'm in a heavy artblock. I've been that since I couldn't fullfill my goal of finishing the commissions for the last three people I still need to do artwork for! ;n;

December was a harsh month, due to ..we know, x-mas and children - just a really expensive month.

I haven't had commissioners in some months now and it's been a little harsh on the wallet, because my income is so low already. I don't even feel like I should take more commissioners as I'm so afraid of not accomplishing it/being fast enough because of my artblock and all sorts of worries,

Economical stress and bonking myself for not being fast or good enough is just making it worse. I don't even feel like asking for donations is fair either. I'm just in a real clinch somehow. And I'm not really sure what to do. All the stress with moving and getting the money right etc, buh. !

I really hope to get commissions soon again.. and I hope this will end so I can finish the pictures I need and want to finish.. even personal art is a struggle, it just wont work these days :c and I'm really sorry for you guys which I still owe. I really am.

Guess it's the dark winter which is eating up all my energy and inspiration.. guh.

Sincerely,

Lily