Long story short; been stressed for the last month or so, and after having a really shitty day today, I had my first stress breakdown since Iraq. Not going to pursue CFI for a while. I don't HAVE to have that license since I'm around 170 hours away from being hireable for a Charter or 135 Commuter First Officer or starting my own company. Just going to focus on flying for the hell of it, rather than working on a license. Still going to grad school though, and most certainly going to keep working on my OCS paperwork. However, I'm in SERIOUS need of a real vacation.