Cross Posting from my FA and an abridged version of my Tumblr Post

I've been having a lot of mental breakdowns and some very unhealthy thoughts and haven't ben around and I am so sorry for how long I have been making people wait on those Raffle prizes. I'm trying to get better but I'm having a really hard time pulling things together.

I'll be replying to comments and notes as best I can tonight and tomorrow. Sorry guys, its just really hard to get things done when I can't even take care of myself right now I swear I am trying I am super sorry I dont even know what I am doing anymore but I am trying to get things done and I'm going to be having a thank you giveaway on my tumblr soon to say thanks to all the supportive people there so there is something productive? idek man I am trying I promise.

Thanks to everyone here, and once again I am so so sorry. I really am.