Why can't people just leave me alone?! If I've made a decision, I've made a decision! I'm not going to change it. I'm done trying to please others. I'm done trying to look good in everyone's eyes. It's gotten me nowhere. I've just been stepped on, walked all over, and used. I'm done trying to make everyone happy, I'm done changing myself to make them proud. I don't want to do it anymore! That's not me! This is me! Stop trying to guilt trip me into things! Stop trying to mold my will to fit yours!

I feel bad enough already, going against my mother's will. Stop trying to make things worse... My decision is final. It's too late to change it.

It hurts to know I've disappointed everyone... It really does... I don't need it to be any worse...

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I woke up in such a good mood, too...