posting my art online makes me feel really self conscious and im feeling very low on confidence lately. i dont usually mind how much attention (as in not very much) my art gets but ive gotten into a gross habit of obsessively checking my messages etc on all sites i frequent. i think its making me feel really low and stressed out and unpopular in a weird way. i dont want to be popular i just cant think of a better term at this moment. i need a break from the online scene. ill be on skype to talk with my boyfriend and a couple friends. like, my only friends. lmao

im just not in a good headspace rn and i wanna chill out for a while. ill still work on the bits of art i owe but i might not upload any finished work, regardless of if its a commission, until im feeling better. i just dont wanna be around

sry if this sounds like im whining abt not getting attention pls dont take it that way im just upset at myself for obsessing and being so self consious ok ok ok