I know you're laughing. How do I know? I see your face, in front of me now. Leave me alone, can't you see? I'm dying here, and yet you still laugh at me. I hate you so much, and you hate me. But hate is not the answer, even when I see... I see you there, you monster of a beast. Please, please leave me alone.... And let me rot in sweet, sweet peace.......

For someone whom I miss dearly and used to love....