hands piss me off
theyre so complicated and can do so many things so theyre so hard to draw
and then on top of that they look awkward in real life so half the time i cant tell if im drawing the hand wrong or if its just so awkward that it doesnt matter how well i draw it its going to look awkward
sigh

and woooo hypomania -m- at least im probably going to get meds for that soon which is good