Okay... so three days ago... my mom passed away in her sleep. That day, I pretty much lost all will to live. She was literally everything in my life, and the only reason I ever kept going. Now though... Now I am doing... pretty okay... if i don't think about it.

Her death has allowed... an opening in my life. If things go well, and by all rights they should; but I know how my luck runs; I will be moving in with some friends next month, or maybe Sept. I want to be really excited and hopeful, and technically I am... but I'm also completely fearful that this is just gonna crash and burn like everything else in my life.

Also, for those that don't know: I am Gender Dysphoric... might not be a surprise considering my works... but yeah... I'm getting it out there. IF things go well, the friends I am moving in with are also Gender Dysphoric and can help me finally become the person I always felt I should be.

Even though it went over like a lead balloon previously; I'm gonna need money to help me get up there. I've set up a donation link this time over on linkbunny; and I believe Danaume might have something planned for those wanting to see more Wayward art...

So anyway, in conclusion, if things go better I might end up in a better place, with a better state of mind, and might be able to really get back into writing again.

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