Well I've not been online much, not in my sketchbook, not posting, not even chatting... i fear it will only be getting worse... I will be looking or a new job which means even less time available (If I can get one soon)
also before I go on, I am going to apologize for a somewhat depressing journal, I don;t really find its a common thing you see from me at all.
Often I am promoting some idea of mine, or just general boring things... Anyways
The reason why
Well several things...
I was a little worried about my computer, shit happened and then my friends computer crashed (can I save it, I think not). Seems like things have just exploded in my face since then.
A really good friend moved away, far away...
My friend who is disabled... is having a horrible time with everything (he is the one with the broken computer). Most of those stems to the fact that he can't work and hasn't worked for the past... year I think maybe more. he "isn't disabled enough" for benefits from the government, so what does one do? I do plenty of things for the guy but I don't have extra money to be supporting another person :(
It's just depressing.. not that he wants me supporting him... "I am not your responsibility" as he puts it, and he is right, but still...
That being said i am hoping that maybe I can raise some money for him with my artwork, not sure if that's gonna work though, still need a plan.
I wish his parents would help out instead of offering up the false " you'll be better in a month or so"
Look at reality please, even I knew he would be off work for a year or more. Lies don't help people! not ever.
My dad also hasn't been doing too well... don't know what will happen there, same with my aunt (we think it may be cancer).* sigh
so as crap continues to fall from small cloud that hovers over my head I probably will be online less and less...
I will continue to draw in my spare time and post them but I am afraid that Nancy might be a 100% No go most of the time. (tried the other day but got pulled away)
I'm also probably going to be away from my skype even more these days. I'll still check my E-mail and reply to my comments.
Crit night will go on
drawings will still be posted (especially if this is the way I can raise money for my buddy)
I'll do my best
You guys are great and I would love to be able to chat with you all more then I do, but with all this, well I need to find a way to deal with it.