I can't take these breakdowns anymore.
they are mentally tearing me apart... killing me.
what is there for me to do?
i can't make myself quit.
i so badly want to just give up.
why does something that's supposed to help you and be good for you shred me to pieces?
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You can't make yourself quit... That's the biggest problem.
You need to make yourself do what you want to do. Self-denial of want will only further the problem.
You live your life for yourself, correct? Go do it. <3