TW for depression, relationship and work/school related stress.

My friend is quickly recovering from her car accident, which is a good thing although she's completely immobilized at the moment. she can't go back to school for the rest of the semester and is quite upset about it. Most importantly, she's alive and healing.

Also dealing with the ex boyfriend who's been acting like more of a complete dick more than usual, in example of revealing about my sexual life when I used to date him, and the nsfw art I draw to my non-artists friends, which I keep to myself for professional reasons. I don't have any fucking clue why he thought that was funny, but he's going to lose friends eventually if he keeps pulling shit like that. His ass is leaving for the navy tomorrow, I wont have to deal with him again.

beside all of this, I've been running my ass ragged for a month with getting up at four in the morning just to get to school, helping build props for a city event which happened a couple of days ago, and basically getting my animation portfolio together. It's getting harder to find a part time job to help pay for my mother and I, even if I keep calling in and going in on location, it's discouraging for me and just fucks up my motivation. I don't know. The more I keep wishing for a break the more longer the semester grows, which for me ends within two weeks. I really need the break and focus on me for a while.