So with all the crap that has been going on with my life lately, I have been able to have some deep thought, and I am thinking I may start delving more into philosophy as it has really seemed to help me in my tough times, as well as my friends. Between my great grandmother being in and out of hospit, and my 13 year old dog passing away, amogst all the deaths I dealt with as a child. I am going to devote more of my life into influential help, as well as find more of the meaning of life, and why things are the way the are. And if possib, change as much negativity as possible into something better.