With only 2 weeks left of classes left to go and summer approaching things are going to be a bit ruff for me. Because 1st I just went to a job fair for GameStop on Thursday of last week and filled in a job application, so I hope to receive a call back from this week.

The 2nd reason why I'm so stressed out is my father. You see he said he was going to stop giving me a allowance when summer comes and he is going to be breathing down my neck on getting a job >.<

My father isn't really a pleasant guy he thinks that the world should revolve around him when it comes to things like for example me getting a part time job, and he said stuff but doesn't really do them at all which makes a bit more confusing and stressful. I am trying my best to get a part time job, I do want a part time job but his consent nagging on me about getting one isn't helping out. Even though when he isn't nagging me about it I can still feel is anger and frustration. I would really like to tell him that his consent nagging isn't helping, and that taking not giving me my allowance will just make the situation worse. I mean he can give a allowance like once every 2 weeks I would be fine with that but not giving me at all is just overkill. I know I'm 20 years old and it me still getting a allowance is kinda odd. But when you think about it. I'm not open for commission because A. I haven't worked on my price sheet and B. I want to at least have all the pictures on my art list posted along with get other things ready before I do that. I know that it will take awhile to get one but any amount will help out. Also that I have do part time job. So how else am I suppose to make a bit of money.

You see me and a friend: plan to meet in person in August and she is coming over to my place and I plan to book a like 3 nights in a hotel to be alone with each other and do ABDL and Otaku stuff I also want to show her around my town and take her to a couple of places as a gentlemen and the host I want to make sure I pay for everything so she doesn't. Thou she said she would help pay for it which that is really appreciative it just that I want to make sure that I pay mostly everything and that she will have fun. That I will need to get more diapers and other baby items for us. I'm just really concern on making sure that it happens I will make sure it does. Finally I want her to be happy and have a very good time.

If I get a job I might need to work during for a couple of hours thou but that won't cause any harm.

I'm not sure what to do at the moment =(