Just a heads up, one of my cats (Gatz) died last night. He's been sick for a while and not getting better, last night though things escalated for him very badly and he didn't pull through. He was scared and in a lot of pain, and I knew he would not be with us for much longer. I tried my best to make him comfortable, and as much as it hurt to see him suffering I was with him until he took his last breath, because I didn't want him to feel alone.

Because he has been sick for a while, having trouble both eating and walking (with vets not helping us, just saying we don't feed him enough even though him not eating was a symptom not a cause... telling us maybe he has an infection somewhere or, well the tests we did were fine, and then sending us home with expensive food) so it doesn't come as a surprise, just know that I'm going to be out of it for a while.

I'll still try to keep to my schedule as usual just at a possibly slow or even weird pace. We'll see how my mood and stress levels (which of course tend to agitate my condition and cause pain flareups) handle the situation.