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Deviant...art? by Pigeonbby

I really dislike the deviantart community but man sometimes I wanna join an rp group and make lil stories and have friends online again.

I'm really distant here and everywhere else online because I feel really uncomfortable unless I know someone closely?? I mean..I do that in reality too. But then once I get to be close friends with someone I'm all aldsja;sdfkjl.

I'm thinking about making a new deviantart and just...talking to peoples there? be open again wooowzzers. And not let anyone I know in reality know about it because that's when I start to censor myself. I made a kind of mistake with letting people I'm not comfortable with know my personal tumblr and then they told their friends...I dunno I don't think anyone dislikes me necessarily but I don't like talking too much there now?

/rambles

Anyways. I dunno if anyone will read this but, if they do hi hello. How are you?

Deviant...art?

Pigeonbby

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    I'm kind of upset about my ex like usual but otherwise good. You?

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      Ahh, I'm sorry about that! Yeh I just finally cleared things out with my ex too it wasn't fun but sometimes you just gottaaaa...let go of people who aren't good for your life!

      I'm doing okay vov my sister and I have just been lazing around the house, my bro's in the hospital right now so were just kinda..waiting things out!

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        Yikes, may I ask why?

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          He has some kind of infection but it got p serious, it's making his whole leg swell, they still don't know what it is. It was getting better but today he went downhill again. I'm just hoping he ends up okay..thank you for asking, though!

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            My grandmother has something similar like that as of now, only it is her knee.

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              Ahh, I'm sorry to hear that! Is she doing better now?

              And as for your other reply (sorry I fricked that up a little), if you do want to talk I'm always open via note! I always feel honored hearing little things about peoples lives when they let me, I might not be good and giving advice but I'm always open to lending an ear!

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                She kind of is doing better, if you count being confined to your bed better. She can hardly keep food down because of her medicine.

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      Also if you feel like venting about your ex I am here to listen!

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        Really? Thank you! But I would prefer that through notes. Ahaha ^^''' And our story is kind of tragic and weird, so...

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    Let me know if you will make a new deviantart! Hi, hi! I just came back from my first band trial (idk if I write it right) and I'm happy :D

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      Ahh thank you! I'm pigeonbby on there! I dunno how much I'll upload though ahaa.. but Ahh i'm sorry you got banned though!

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    Let me know if you make a new deviantart <33 I really hope you'll feel better soon though ;v ; as for moi, I just came back home and I am playing dmmd, I am way too adicted and I am afraid I'll leave all my responsibilities and stop doing everything to play it lol

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      I did, it's pigeonbby on there! Ohhh that sounds fun a lot of my friends are addicted to that game haha

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        I can say that MAN, IT'S SO ADDICTING I CAN PLAY IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN!

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    I know that feeling. Even just regularly online, I sometimes avoid posting certain things because I feel like I don't want people to know about certain things. It's even worse when you have to see those people face to face and awkwardly explain stuff.

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      That's how I always feel haha.. I can be very open sometimes and I always feel weird I can't censor that, even though I guess I should expect that if I post it publicly to the internet

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        Even when something shouldn't be awkward, some things are...