I really dislike the deviantart community but man sometimes I wanna join an rp group and make lil stories and have friends online again.
I'm really distant here and everywhere else online because I feel really uncomfortable unless I know someone closely?? I mean..I do that in reality too. But then once I get to be close friends with someone I'm all aldsja;sdfkjl.
I'm thinking about making a new deviantart and just...talking to peoples there? be open again wooowzzers. And not let anyone I know in reality know about it because that's when I start to censor myself. I made a kind of mistake with letting people I'm not comfortable with know my personal tumblr and then they told their friends...I dunno I don't think anyone dislikes me necessarily but I don't like talking too much there now?
/rambles
Anyways. I dunno if anyone will read this but, if they do hi hello. How are you?
Ahh, I'm sorry about that! Yeh I just finally cleared things out with my ex too it wasn't fun but sometimes you just gottaaaa...let go of people who aren't good for your life!
I'm doing okay vov my sister and I have just been lazing around the house, my bro's in the hospital right now so were just kinda..waiting things out!
He has some kind of infection but it got p serious, it's making his whole leg swell, they still don't know what it is. It was getting better but today he went downhill again. I'm just hoping he ends up okay..thank you for asking, though!
Ahh, I'm sorry to hear that! Is she doing better now?
And as for your other reply (sorry I fricked that up a little), if you do want to talk I'm always open via note! I always feel honored hearing little things about peoples lives when they let me, I might not be good and giving advice but I'm always open to lending an ear!
Let me know if you will make a new deviantart! Hi, hi! I just came back from my first band trial (idk if I write it right) and I'm happy :D
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I'm kind of upset about my ex like usual but otherwise good. You?