I'm still sick, still can't breathe, still have no energy, still coughing that unproductive painful wheezing cough.
I'm still not in a good place mentally and crying at night but I guess that's to be expected considering how my life decided to go this year.

I just want everything to be ok again, not be so stressed I can't get over sickness, not be alone forced away from the man I love by no fault of either of us.
Just... It's too much for one dumb bird.

I have ideas for art but literally no motivation nor energy to even attempt to draw anything. Some vent art is needed but first i need enough energy to actually get all my art stuff and draw. Going to and from class zapped any of that today, I could barely make it through the wind from my car to the building before feeling dizzy.

Went to school for our midterm review since the midterm is Thursday, I could barely focus but I got the notes needed for the test, now if I can just remember all this and actually function enough thursday not to outright bomb this test.

curls back up in ball of sick and pathetic feathers