I feel like Im driving myself in insane, with stress and worry. I have been feeling very sick and depressed lately, and late night I got into a argument with my mom, me and her don't get along very well. This afternoon i was talking to my dad about him starting to date again and stuff like that (he's not dating anyone or getting married for a LONG tim) and I realized; I am super scared and worried about him getting married again, Im scared to have a step mom, Im scared to have a step- brother or sister. I know that sounds stupid, but I really am scared. Im scared that if my dad does marry again, I'll lose him. Im afraid that if I have a step brother or sister, that they won't like me and they'll make fun of me. Im scared that if I get a step mother that she'll hate me or treat me badly or think of me as a freak. I am truly scared, Im crying right now while typing this cause Im so worried and scared. My dad isn't with anyone, and isn't thinking at ALL about dating or marrying, but still, I can't help but worry and fear for him and myself.

Thanks for reading this I guess. Bye.