...it's never easy.
I just sent in my "resignation" letter to the fire station. I simply just don't have enough time with school.
Traveling home on the weekends is so exhausting... not to mention mentally and emotionally hard on me.
I've been a part of that fire station my whole life and I'm not exaggerating.
I was born while my dad was there and I joined last summer with him.
I'm stepping down as a volunteer firefighter but I still want to be around.

I was perfectly fine while writing the email to send to the chief...
once I hit the send button, it's like everything came crashing down...
I'm actually kind of heartbroken, but I needed to let them know that school comes first.
They know that... and they support that too.
I just... I wish I could be around to do what I love to do.

today was kind of shitty