Yea, I'm kinda sorta dying right now? My heart is giving out and until next month I can't even see a doctor about it. Already had a heart attack that landed me in the hospital for a few hours before being let go with a "see a doctor" order. @~@
Anyway, because of this, and the constant "Fuck am I dying NOW?" feelings and the headaches, chest pains, etc., art has kind of slowed to a crawl. I have the urge to draw but I can't really focus on it nor even sit here long enough to do anything. :/
So much for 2014 being a good year, eh?
Anyway, there it is. Arting has slowed to a crawl due to imminent death.
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Rory
Holy shit, why is it going to take a month to see someone? I can only partially empathize; I was born with a congenital heart defect, and while I always have to keep an eye on it, it's not something like this.
I'm sorry that you have to go through this. I can't really offer any truly comforting words, but I acknowledge your existence and will be hoping for the best.