so yeah I've slowed down a LOT over the past few months I know, I pretty much hate to keep anyone waiting (especially when they're things I really wanna do)

A lot of longstanding issues have been plaguing me for quite a while, the biggest of which being complications with a prescription thing (nothing life threatening dont worry) and yadda yadda depression started to settle on down beside me (no they're not depression meds)

I've been doing my best to slap myself out of it and get back to things, but I dunno for once I'm not really sure how, which is only double frustrating because I'm usually never bothered by much of anything. I kept telling myself I was just fine forever, but idk it just keeps coming back to me that I'm totally not, I'm probably feeling worse than I ever have 'u '

BUT I'M KINDA STROLLING OFF MY POINT HERE

To you dudes waiting on me for a thing, I'mma just ask that you bare with me a bit while I sort myself out. I'm sorry it's been as long as it has really, I'm the kind of guy that feels bad if I make someone wait even a week haha.

soooo yeah, THERE'S THAT I GUESS

HOW ARE YOU GUYS DOING?