So I finally get to say what's been coursing through my brain for the last number of years to everyone here!
I'm going to preface this with, yes some of you probably guessed it, or caught my hints. hands you a cookie
I'm also going to say a lot of you are going to have some shock? Idk..
I just ask that you please refrain from asking me personal.. space invading questions. That's between my self and my husband and I would like it to stay that way.
Now, sets small drum roll out I am a FtM Transgender Male. Tada! Nothing big! I mean sure, it's big to me. But I'm not going to become a completely different person on the inside or nothing. Just going to finally make my outer self look like my inner one. My art won't change or nothing. Celesti stays the same and we all win!
I will say that yes, I'd prefer if people used male pronouns towards me. If you forget it's ok it happens. Would it make me super happy if you used male pronouns for me? Yes, yes it would.
On a wonderfully fantastic note, my husband is amazing, my children are amazing and my family is fantastic too! I have a psych apt set up for tomorrow morning and blood work being started by my wonderful physician on Friday.
So after the last nerve wracking almost 2 weeks. I finally can get this off of my chest.
Just.. small warning/disclaimer:
Also.. if you're going to be downright rude, insist I would look better with my boobs/as a female ect.. take your self entitlement out of my journal and onto my block list please. I understand this is the internet. But there is no excuse for comments like that in a journal like this. So I just ask if you can't say anything decently nice, don't say anything at all. <3
I hope everyone's week is going good! I am off to go relax! <3
I am so proud of you!!!! I love you so much- you handsome sexy!!!!! Thank you so much for including us with such news! :3 will always love you!!!!!
I knew it! gets cookie?
But oh god, I apologize ahead of time because I know I'm going to be forgetting this alot. Sorry if I derp up and use female pronouns.
Now your other questions make since. I'm glad you could express this openly, And thank you for sharing this with us. I hope your appointments go well.
I had a feeling!
You were very interested in people's views on your gender/how they viewed you in that other journal, but I didn't wanna say anything :P
Either way, congratulations on coming to terms with who you are. I wish you luck.
btw you're gonna make a totally cute guy oh lawdy
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Hope all the appointments and everything goes well. ^_^