What better for a first journal than a bunch of fun questions?

What's your real name?
Alex. Alexander technically but ya know, no one ever uses full names.

How tall are you?
6'3 I think? Might be 6'4 now.

What's your natural hair color?
Brown

What's your eye color?
Green and brown, they kinda change between the two.

What's your orientation?
Gayer than a unicorn dancing on a rainbow

Are you single, taken or undecided?
Single and trying to mingle but talking to people makes me nervous.

What do you do in your spare time?
Besides work and class? Umm video games, hang out with friends, listen to music, watch TV and movies. I'm also an avid comic collector.

What's your job or occupation?
Student and then I work as a tech manager for my universities art buildings. Over the summer I work in a pizza place/farmers market.

What do you like about yourself?
Very few things honestly. One thing though is I'm quite funny. I know how egotistical that sounds but it's true, I'm good at getting people to laugh.

What do you dislike about yourself?
Pretty much everything. I have a really low view of myself which is kind of self destructive. I have no real talents or skills, so I feel like I'm useless most of the time. I also have really bad anxiety which makes going out and doing things really hard for me as I feel sick and dizzy a lot of the time. Plus the usual things like to fat, ugly face yadda yadda yadda.

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
My height usually.

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
Agnostic is technically the term for it but I don't even like identifying as that. I just don't really care and think all religions are a bit silly in their own ways but I don't dismiss the idea of an all powerful deity(ies) and I most certainly believe in some sort of spiritual existence.

Do you drink?
Sometimes, not a huge fan of alcohol since it tends to make me sicker than normal the morning after. When I do drink I like mixed drinks as well as whiskey and wine.

Do you smoke?
Not frequently no.

What are your major fears?
Dying alone, being a failure, some other stuff I can't quite think of at the moment.

Do you have any dreams or goals?
Well, my DREAM dream would be to make a movie that becomes critically acclaimed and wins an award. A little more realistically maybe just make a movie that get's into Sundance or something, that be cool. Honestly I'd just like to be happy. Have a family and stuff and be able to look at everything and say "hey it was all worth it and I'm happy now". I'd also like to travel and see the world a bit.

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
Well duh, many crushes of varying degrees and I currently have 4 exes.

Who's your best buddy?
My best friend since high school Jacob and one of my exes Brad.

What's your favorite dish?
I really love sandwiches. Like, if it's a good sandwich I am all over that.

What's your favorite drink?
Tea and water. I guess coffee as well.

What's your favorite color?
Purple and blue.

If you had a super power, what would it be?
Time travel. I'd LOVE to be able to go back and see various points in history. The 60's and 20's especially but pretty much everything that's ever happened. Plus teleportation so I could get around easily and get out of sticky situations I'm sure I'd get in.

What's your favorite movie?
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I could watch it forever.

What's your least favorite food?
I really hate fish and most vegetables.

What's the last meal you want before you die?
Like just, a banquet of all my favorite foods ever. That be fun.

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I'm lame and don't have a license plus I'm not really car savy so as long as it runs and is somewhat nice I really don't care.

What is your most disliked bug?
All of them. ALL OF THEM.

What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
Being ignored and blown off really pisses me off.

What do you dislike in life?
Kinda life itself? More specifically the fact that life is hard. I just don't like how we all have to put up with ridiculous things that make us mad or upset just cause "that's part of life." Why? Why is that part of life then? I know things cant' be all rainbow and sunshine all the time but somethings just make me wonder why we all just let it happen.