Hey all, I just wanted to.....express why you guys kinda see me do my own art, and do my journals sporadically from time to time. Part of it is I'm starting to feel.....both internal conflict and depression. The Depression stems from a bunch of things in my life, and part of it involves, being alone most of the time and feeling like there's not much for me to do outside of academia. That being said the reason I don't upload things a good portion of the time, and why I don't draw even though I eventually wanna be more then just the amateur artist that I am has to do with school. School work is cutting into my own time, and ability to do things, so I may be sporadic with the uploading.

Part of the reason I'm saying this now is I want to commit to the Furry Fandom, I really do, moreso then my desire to keep doing genetic studies and get my BS in genetics, I'm at a crossroads now as to wether or not I wanna keep going, even though I'm almost done with my sophomore year and am basically half way there. I need...something in my life....I don't know what it is, but I need a motivator... a drive, something to push me further and inspire me...and I'm just kind of falling short on that thing...anyway, sorry if I wasted your time with this journal, I just figured I'd let y'all know why there are points when I draw lots, then weeks when I draw almost nothing.