As much as I wanted to get into the motions of streaming commissions and working on other art every day, I just...can't seem to find the energy to do so. Being separated from Haru is the hardest thing I've had to do. I really don't like it. I feel empty and lonely and I can only manage to sleep once I've got no more energy to spare. My roommates are wonderful people, but Haru was both my best friend and my love interest. To lose physical contact with both is just causing me to hurt on the inside. So I'm sorry guys. I had this determination and optimism before I moved. But I can't even access that anymore and it feels like I was just lying to myself.