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How are you all today? by Swanda
Ellow there people.
How are you all today?
I've tried to get stuff done and draw a little.. I just.
Do you know those times where nothing ever goes right?
Not that anything is truly wrong, you're just so pent up you can't get shit done.
Barh.. To summarise my day with a Youtube clip
http://youtu.be/7RbYhuhO9RI?t=12s
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Aaah yess, You cheaters got all the cold weather and hardly even shared D:
It's really hard to get really warm again if you first got cold, for me it is at least.
Yeah, and it's not even really big thing either.. It's just small inconveniences, but they break my roll. If you know what I mean?
If first broken off track its really hard for me to get back on track.
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Kinda wishing my emotional state would just settle nicely again for at least a day...but awwww sdlkfj :c Yeah that can be prety horrible to deal with I think.
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know that feeling. very cold working outside sucks ;n; how are you doing other than that
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Aaah, I'm kinda really used to the cold, so such things doesn't bother me at all.
But working on a really hot day? Oh man, I tell you that's how hell is like.Other than that I'm not doing much of anything, not in any sense of the word.
Though somehow, while doing a whole lot of noting, I managed to rip a rather nice chunk of skin off my left ring finger.
But throwing a freaking empty soda bottle no less. *shakes head* I'm not sure how I manage to do such things.. It's really a mystery.-
i can handle freezing temperatures easily but it was 10 F this morning (-12.2 C) ;n; the heat is even worse yessss. ouch, your finger okay? try to make something with it :3c
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Hehe... the last 3-4 winters temperatures have gotten to around -20C some places even -24C...
That's about -4F down to -11F
If my math is right that is. This winter have been super mild though. I guess you guys just sucked up all the cold D:-
shouldn't be this cold in tobacco country man ;n; it sucks so much here the cold gravitated toward us or something. have you found any new music lately that you like?
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It shouldn't be so mild in viking land.. urhg. Someone send our cold to you D:
We should go find them and punish them.
And music? hnnnnnnggggghhh... Nope, nothing new D:
I'm really not much of a music discoverer anyways.. sob
How about you? What wonderful musical insights can you give me?
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I've been all beside myself today, very confused. Just falling apart again, don't mind me.
Why do things have to be so annoying anyway? D:-
What's getting to you?
The moving? Urhg.. Uuuuuurrrhg... I get kinda sick just looking at moving boxes.
And I don't know why things have to be that way ;A;Man, we have had two different guys out looking at the ceiling already... now a third one comes on Wednesday to take measurements?
I guess that means I'll be on the phone with a new guy by Friday... And then another one when they'll go look at the roof?!
Man I'm sick of talking with people on the phone. But at least they are all kind and helpful, and calling Me, instead of waiting for me to call Them.-
Yeah, moving related things are making me feel very, very stressed. I've woken up to minor panic attacks all week, fucking great. I'm probably gonna have to pay for this for a long time, but I expected as much.
Are you feeling better btw? Like, in general. You said you went into hibernation mode for a while, so :/
Oh and what's wrong with the ceiling? Does the roof need repairs?
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Yeah.. Moving really is a super killer.
The past 3-4 days I've actually been able to keep an normal day with 7-8 hrs sleep.
In that aspect it's getting a lot better. I guess its the depression part?
Because everything else is backfiring HARD.
Waking up several times in the middle of the night feeling like something is watching me.
That I managed to deal with though, by removing all darker objects in the bedroom, and the mirror.
Then there's nightmares.. Nightmares of people I care about dying.
I guess my brain just HAVE to remind me there is still lot of people left to lose...
Paranoia, mood swings and hallucinations on several senses, and, Yeah.. fuck everything basically. -
Man, I was so busy venting I totally forgot the ceiling thing.
Well, like when we had that last all day rainy weather? Yeah our ceiling in the living room started dripping.
And then it poured.. in buckets as the ceiling plate gave in, from the heavy water.. and then back to dripping droplets.So I called TDC's emergency line for that kinda stuff, as it was weekend.
How awesome is that even.. an emergency electricity and plumbing line? Anyway, a nice little man came out a few hours later.
He was REALLY super nice. Like just him entering the house and the mood lifted to "Man, I'm feeling good, today."
So he found the guilty dripping part in the plumbing upstairs and fixed it :U
Took no time at all, and was super easy to find. We then told him all our other problems, thinking we might as well do that now.
So he wrote it all down and was again super helpful and happy. Bless his soul. He lifted my spirit for days.Then in the following week, someone from the repair team came out (after calling me) and estimated what really needed doing.
And today some other man called to make a time where he can come out and take measurements of the broken living room ceiling.While all this is piss annoying it's also making me really happy to know that they get stuff done.
And since its such a big firm with lots of buildings, they already have their own workers for everything.-
Eugh, I'm sorry you're not doing so well still :( I hope it'll calm down soon. All of those symptoms are a pain in the butt, I can imagine.
I feel like too little sleep is better than too much when you're trying to set your head straight, but I can only speak for myself of course.Ahh, that sucks about the ceiling D: Water damage is the worst. At least it's only the plumbing and not the house itself giving you trouble.
Haha, it seriously is great when people in service jobs know how to be service minded and just all around nice :> That's the kind of stuff you don't forget. So yeah, kudos to those guys.-
Hehe, sorry for late reply, I kinda pooped back to... barely being alive :U
The reason for my extreme sleep need I think, is because my brain is so overly hyperactive.
Its so mentally taxing that sleeping becomes more less all I can handle.
5 hrs of being awake and I feel like I've run a mental marathon.
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Ugh yes I know that feeling quite well. I usually just give up and play video games or something haha.
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I can't even find the calm to play games ._ .
I had kinda gotten into the FFXIV:ARR thing.. But by now I just ragequit and flip tables an even the smallest inconvenience.
Which are many.. Oh so many.
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I am friggin cold today. But other than that good. I have those days that are just like that... like stuff just keeps coming up and I absolutely get nothing at all accomplished.