I'm closing commissions. I am so far behind on what I have. I'm also at an extremely low point and nothing is fixing it.

I will not be doing anything for Valentine's. I cannot stand the thought of love right now. Not that kind. I'm sorry. I wouldn't get it done in time, anyway.

I also might be about to lose my grandmother, as well as sense of security because idk what will happen. I don't see getting a job in the near future, and I am fucked up the ass with a cactus at this point, and all the way around. Ok I'm being raped by multiple cacti. I think that accurately describes my situation. Then I can't go anywhere on the internet because I'll be shamed for my first world problems. Can't do anything here without being shamed for not caring about other's problems (even though I fucking do and try to help).

I'm sorry.

I don't know if I'll even be able to upload personal art. Everyone will get their art from me, Maybe I can crank it out later this week. or by next week, it's just not today.

I'm sorry.