Okay... Now that it's been a few weeks since I've had a breakdown, let me reiterate and tell you all in a nutshell:

Things are not the way the used to be now that my good friend has passed and things I want to do with other people never happen because they don't go the way I anticipate or would like them to (I dont blame folks). Things looked so much better in my head and it would've been nice if people tagged along. Examples were Collaborative writing/artwork, input of ideas, and so forth.

A lot of things have changed and people have decided to keep to themselves and not be of help from my standpoint. And you know what, it's time I did the same. I will not be drawing friends' characters or making gifts anymore. I will not be helping anyone. I'm going to focus on my own characters, writing and content.

This is the way it's going to be. So, no negative comments and negativity. You don't like it, dont look or read. Just "walk away" or leave. I control myself, no one else does. The only thing you all can control is yourselves. I rest my case