I mean, I guess this what I get for usng 10+ year old hardware and software from 6 years ago still... But damn, if anything ever happens to my computer I use now I'm kind of screwed and I won't be able to draw/animate again for a long while unless I get a lot of money to replace it... and hopefully everything still works like how I thought. I just kind of hang onto this old technology because too often, new things break compatibility for something I really valued or remap everything and my muscle memory is ruined and just. Not good...

For now I just have an external hard drive for everything to back up to. This is an anxiety of mine...
One of these days, I'll need to look into getting ANOTHER computer but I'm kind of spent on technology now.
This is hard and I'm not happy about it... lol...? Just worried. I'll think of something hopefully.