I know a few days ago I said I was going to leave, but I think things will be okay if I just stick through it, I've made it this far. I felt kind of guilty after one of my friends got really upset, and I'm not so sure anymore that leaving will really change any of the things I have been dealing with. I am sorry if I scared anyone, and equally sorry if I come off as dishonest by saying this. I hope you can forgive me.