and sob
just sob and sob
it seems every time i go hunting for someone to do a decent commission for me i turn up empty handed. So i go and look at the bigger named people because lets face it they all have great art
i tell myself "okay i am willing to spend $10 - $15, dont expect anything huge, you can even settle for a flat colored headshot and youll be happy even though you really want at least a full body"
but i get there and it seems like everyones headshots at $20 and everyones full body flat colored are $40+
i get it
this is everyone's job
this is how they make money
but at the same time im like UHG i have to save money cuz i need it for college i cant spend that much on art right now.
sigh
im gunna go sob
I cannot help you with all of that, for I am poor and have bills myself. Still I would like to try.. So maybe I can send you some of the green stuff to help you out.
It is not a hand out. It is a helping hand up. Do not feel bad.
I do not like to see you in such a way.
if you require help you should ask.
So do you need help?
Fine make this difficult. Then I say it is a gift. Just something to say thanks for being such a good friend. Just a thank you gift. Is that alright? I do not like to see you in trouble or not having fun. I feel bad when my friends are not having fun.
Do not feel bad, Never feel bad. Do not let anyone make you feel that way. I just want to give you money for the same reason a madman wishes to kiss a duck. There is no reason we both just want to do something we feel needs to be done. One wants to kiss something and I want to give something. If you are fighting me this bad I know fighting back can be really bad to do. So if you really do not wish me to give you money just because. I guess I will just go kiss me a duck.
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I am sorry to hear that.
Do you need help?