Hi Everyone,

If you are still around, and patient enough watching and can read this journal after a long wait, thanks so much.
As I said, I apologize for no activity here. Things offline had been severely delaying my activity and pretty much stripped away most electronic use as long as I live with company save for my phone as the only means to communicate and with which to post art. Since last year, I been submitting to my altruism and it has turned pathological that according to therapist my last survey diagnosis is that I am critically depressed, suspected of thoughts to hurt myself. I figured rather to quit, I could push myself to make more content, but along the way I risked away a good dynamic offline for the sake of showing good maintenance of my talents before I could ever accept or ask for money, or to appease one or the other despite the hard times going on.
Being generous and willing to make someone feel better does not necessarily mean throwing away one's own resources or chances of a better direction, so I learned the hard way. I would still make fan art or tribute art, or fulfill requests, while hard times are going on, but at every end it would have been at my own expense. So I was advised to stay away from social media or relocate to another site, whatever advise my therapist throws at me. Yet I was losing a lit of money and going almost at risk.

But hopefully I am actually recovering and climbing up, cause despite my refusal to ask for financial help, I still need it.
Good news is, however, I am helping out at a clinic on cleaning duty, but it's only training. I have little experience save for artmaking for this fandom, someday I should concentrate on exploring jobs. On top of that, I need to start giving myself a pat on the back for an effort I make, so I was told every time... so for the sake of my dear others I shall do so, if not for myself.

With my PC, scanner, and tablet permanently stripped, I can make only traditional art. With intervention still going, I may make pieces that I can give the quality with a good photo, filters, and editing. And hopefully I can sell some such new art.
If you still aim to support me, I can prepare a new price list, and for those asking about a PayPal, I shall share via DM.
I am not privileged to mail anything. But however I can make a photo of a drawing or painting look nice, I hope it still qualifies.
The possible free art I am allowed to do is what comes to my head only. Requests or direct tributes may be about another party, and do not count. I may not be allowed to do trades or collaborations.
In the meantime, I may post old doodles and make new content before I post on TWITTER at least 3 weeks after a work is done.

Again, thanks for reading