Life just keeps beating me down lately, my depression seems to be hitting me harder lately, I go whole days at a time with my mood being all over the place, most of the time I just feel down, lately though I just feel numb, like the pain is still their, but I don't feel like even bothering to care anymore about it, like when you put your hand in a tub of ice, eventually you just lose feeling, and that's what I am experiancing, I need to fix this, I can't keep being this way, it's not me.