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Update 1/11/2020 by KibaTheDemonicWolf

this is just a quick update sense I normally do one at the beginning of the year for the "Plans for the year!!" but this time I couldn't really.. do that.. cause the plans are in a heaping mess, still kinda are, but are starting to take more shape so I feel I can do a mild ramble about stuff, but I'll do a better like master list of stuff later and all that.
Now to start things off you have probably noticed the multiple different drawing series starting to pop up like the Captured Beasts drawings and (I don't know what else I have uploaded only what I have drawn so I'm gonna just.. leave it there.. I just know the first drawing of that one is uploaded because I remember actually getting nice comments on that one which was Really nice.) but Yeah! we have a bunch of new series starting this year because I've been really enjoying hoping between different projects I have learned that my brain does a lot better if I actually jump between a lot of stuff so I don't get bored and as long as it's something I enjoy I don't leave it to die |D so a few of the series will be a little repetitive like a lot of them are wolf based stuff or monster based stuff, but honestly everyone can bite me if they don't like it at this point cause really I just care about my mental health at this point cause no matter what I draw I don't make money so might as well just do what I want if it has the same outcome sep I don't wanna blow my brains out as badly. bbuut moving on sense that got dark really quick, sorry about that but didn't really know how else to really.. eh.. oh well. Some of the Series for sure that are happening are
Captured Beasts (which you've gotten to see a drawing of so far)
Wicked Wolves - the prompt wolves series
Mindful Mayhem - cheap supplies gore series
Smilodon Monsters - literally just sabertooth tiger monsters
Liger Monsters - literally just ligers (which are when a lion and a tiger love each other very much and are also monsters) note: Smilodon Monsters and Liger Monsters are in the same sketchbook it's split 50/50 so it's 32 of each and this series will not start until Smilodon Monsters is completed
Werebeasts - like werewolves but with beasts, because we can
Beast Tamers - this one works like how the other 50/50 one works 32 drawings of the Werebeasts first and then this one starts up

but that's the ones I currently know for sure that I'm doing there's some ones I'm hoping to do like sea slug monsters and blind box toy drawings and some shit like that but it really comes down to getting my hands on the 8x8 sketchbooks cause each of these series are based on the amount of pages in there assigned sketchbook or in some cases half of a sketchbook with the 50/50 ones where I plan on doing 32 drawings sense there's 64 pages in each sketchbook. Or in the Wicked Wolves series case it's going to be two sketchbooks long sep I haven't got the 2nd sketchbook for that will worry about that when I'm done with the first one. or in the Mindful Mayhem series case that sketchbook is a completely different brand of sketchbook like it's a cheapo idk how many pages that thing has like 90 or something idk. I'm rambling at this point, moving on.

I'm hoping to get back into doing comics, but honestly I've lost a lot of my drive for doing R.I.P. currently like every time I try to work on it I just get really depressed and it puts me in a really bad headspace for weeks and the comic I'd like to work on which is Random I don't have the funds to get that one off the ground right now. I thought about maybe doing one of the short stories, which might be on the table later, but for right now I think I'm just gonna focus on my illustration stuff for awhile cause my comics bring me a lot of depression and just really intense feelings of being a failure for lacking a lot of the tools I need to do what I really want to do with them. Like they require so much thought and time and it's hard to ignore the reality around me which is what I need right now to just.. ignore everything and just not feel like a complete worthless waste of life. So I think I'm just going to stick with my other drawings for now and just keep the comics on hold as much as that also hurts cause I do really deeply miss doing comics, but I just can't figure out how to do them currently without a lot more equipment and funds.

I think that's everything I needed to cover at least for a quick update like work wise.
an I'm not going to talk about any irl stuff cause that always just comes across as me venting or whining and it just gets so annoying cause it's always bad like come on we all know it fucking sucks like my health is shit, my mental health is a fucking train wreck, where I live is garbage and is literally just shelter so I'm not homeless, and my family treats me like shit if they even remember I'm alive like who the fuck wants to hear about details about that shit like the only people that wanna hear that shit are people who wanna feel better about there own lives, people who wanna play the "my life is worse" game, or people who feed on other people's suffering. so like fuck that.

but yea. can't wait to get into all the series and stuff and if you have any questions about all the new series or art questions leave me a comment and I'll get back to you when I can u:

note: All the old series are continuing to like the Pokéwolves series and Monthly Monsters isn't going anywhere sep we really need more patrons for voting for the Monthly Monster series cause were down to two right now.. but eh. whatcha gonna do. -shrug-

also if you have an instagram or twitter make sure to follow there sense that's the fastest way to get artwork from me sense I always post to them first and I randomly post lil sneakpeaks to instagram sometimes via stories.

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Update 1/11/2020

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