Hi everybody,

This year was not a mess as the years before. It was much worse. So I left Telegram because I had a quarrel with my folks whom I still live with while my sis was living at an apartment at the time. I understand they were concerned about my well-being, but they couldn't handle another round of vibrations from my phone, and almost got busted. It was during our trip to Mexico in Spring, and they were pretty dead serious about me trying to talk to people or face denial of privileges, but we don't go out much, because tenants take the energy out of my folks and then the latter get too tired, so I volunteered to work around the house. Shortly after our return home, I was told not to use my phone or computer (for three months) unless it was an emergency. It even meant to talk to my cousin beyond church group meetings. But at least I had to paint some artwork for my loved ones, including my aunt several blocks away, but I had to talk directly to my folks. And I still had privilege to visit my sister, aside from that I missed her... the time I could use a computer, especially some brands of social media. At least my folks trust her, because she works. I often thought wardship and my diagnosis would be the cause of my reputation toward my folks since I was a lad, but because I was told not to due to the criteria, how would they teach me then? They just get tired because I lived with them for so long they want me gone, but they don't. I didn't understand, but they don't care anymore to explain.
But my sis got laid off, and so she can't pay rent, which means my folks welcome her back, and which means I can have my computer privileges back, with my sister living with us now. At least she's planning to back to school to support even me because we're blood. She also explained our folks won't kick any of us out mainly because we're blood. Ok.. But why did we isolate from ourselves from about 60% of our family circle?
In any case, at least with the time allowed,I could get in touch with a friend from church, and a textline when I have something on my mind, racing like a spinning wheel of events, in that case. So I turned to the Bible for some relaxation, and so the more I walk toward self-discovery and self-appreciation. And so I could also embrace my creative self as well as withstand more challenges if I were provided any.
I usually write in a basic note app before I even log in to post.
That is all I shall write for now.

By the way, Happy New Year. Happy 2020!! :-3