SO I've been putting a lot of thought into the last couple of months that have gone by... like A LOT of thought. I decided it was time I shared some thoughts. Maybe we can make a cool little thought cloud after hearing it :T

SO thought is this, I haven't drawn stuff for ages (or at least it feels like it) and I feel awful about the commissions I have yet to draw. I can't figure out why I have barely even started them LETMEFINISHCOMEBACK! Simply put, maybe I lack goals? True enough i see the commission and I see what I need to do to finish it, but that's it. For a while I thought I was distracted by friends, games, and videos (and internet constantly shutting down every 10 seconds of the day) but I couldn't believe that... Yeah game's can be distracting and I end up playing them all day but there were times when I just sat down n drew stuff... but I can't focus on any projects. The thought then came up that video games have lots of goals that lead up to the final boss (or whatever the endgame is all about). Maybe I just find playing video games easier because I know where I'm going and what I have to do? It's broken up into smaller bitesize chunks for me to enjoy at a steady pace, and even be set up in a way that I could save n quit here and then pick it up again later.

What I guess I'm trying to say is, maybe the reason I haven't gotten work done is cus I don't have any goals to reach to? There's the whole "I wanna be an animator" thing but... I don't really know how to do that >.> ; perhaps I've screwed up. Perhaps I've just been dealt a bad hand?

Perhaps I should just suck it up n get to work... or get to work on making goals... I dunno. Why weren't we given a Heads-Up-Display when we were born? >:I

... yup, i still hear Ansem's voice when I hit "SUBMIT!"