I should do what I keep daydreaming about maintaining all these art social media. Just normal everyday dreams of posting daily or weekly. Having at least 3 people pay for my art and love it. Hell, make even layout a book of short stories. It's better to do rather than just a dream.
Art and creative work have been becoming much more of a sanctuary from a frankly unwelcoming day job. I'm realizing that I do want to pursue a creative career somehow. I often have tried to give up in the past, treating it like a pipe dream. I am realizing that life is too short to not create, to not be recognized for my passions and that I should not be afraid to be paid for my creative work.
I have opened a Pateron, a Kofi, using an art-oriented twitter and Instagram more. Maybe I'll finally dust off my WordPress and get back to posting writing more.
From all the ups and downs I go through, maybe art and writing can be what keeps me going and keeps me up. I should chase what I want in life and not let people stand in the way even if that means myself.